Mom… your death has made me realize that every single second we spent together, I wasted an opportunity to tell you how much I loved you... Now I know why you always asked me to be strong… because you knew that one day I would need the strength to bear your loss... I wish I had the power to take back every pain, worry and hurt that I ever gave you... I wish that I could just undo, all the moments that made you blue... The world classifies you as dead but my heart classifies you as immortal... If I had the chance to meet you for one last time I would just ask you to hug me as tightly as you can, rest my head on your shoulders… and tell you I LOVE YOU... I miss you mom... Darlene