Happy New YOU MOM!!! “Here is another FIRST” The First NEW YEARS IN MY LIFE WITH OUT YOU!!! SO, HAPPY NEW YEARS MOM!!! (YOU’RE IN A NEW BODY NOW) No more sickness no more pain, NO MORE DAM DOCTORS and my soul says YES!! I’m in countdown mode now! It’s been six months without you MOM... In my head, this breaks down into phone calls, cups of coffee, hugs and kisses that haven’t been exchanged, and a landmark in St. Louis of mine–all missing from my 2015 memory log... This is so surreal... I’m really emotionally guarded now; For a while I’ve wanted to write about my experiences of the last month, particularly what a winding road grief is and continues to be... But, I just want to tell you MOM... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I miss you mom so much... I'm glad you visits me in my dreams... coz in my dreams, you are not deceased... YOU like A source of energy... YOU’RE all NEW... You are the perfect mom; A happy mom; and healthy mom, The last year of your life you were sick Before you made your Transition... Now, in my dreams... You're alive and happier than ever, healthier than ever. And All is well. That's your source; And when your source meets up with mine, we're in heaven; HAPPY NEW YEAR MOM!!! 2015...